Has the milk of human kindness gone sour?

Has the milk of human kindness gone sour? The sacrifice of loving kindness is what God desires rather than animal sacrifices. Even the fast that He desires is one of which we house the homeless and feed the poor. Many study the Torah, and indeed this is good, if we see Yeshua/Jesus as the Living Torah.
To become blind that one may see. To become blind to the law that one may see the Living Spirit of it. The Law could be placed in the heart, but what good is it? But God sent His Son to die that the Law indeed be fulfilled within each and every one who would but come, in that the spirit thereof be fulfilled within each and every child. The love, joy, peace, forbearance,gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, and temperance, to which we are not under a law but in Yeshua/Jesus, the perfect sacrifice, causing us to be a living sacrifice, and showing forth those attitudes of character, that are acts, and invisible, and causing one to see the invisible God. As we ascribe to these attitudes, then we are able to understand that to love God we are to keep His commandments. If we use the parable of David and Nathan, we can see how that David first coveted, commited audultry in his heart, lied to himself, murdered, and ultimately proved that he did not love and or trust God. Because he was shown the err of his way, he was convicted and repented, with deep repentance, and with fasting and prayer. Do we even consider these things, when we scheme to steal from the flock to have that which we want, and starts with covetesness?
When will we learn to go to God and make our request known unto Him and learn to be abased and abound in things. Most just want to abound and abound some more, not sharing that which God has been so gracious to give, but instead to feed self and its desires. Where is the sacrifice in this? Better yet, where is the loving kindness in it. If we trust God, why is it when someone cannot afford something, they do without, when it should be shared with them? The milk of human/loving kindness, boy how sour it is. God says give, and we sell.God says sell what you have anbuy the pearl of great price. Sadly we all want to horde up and watch others do without. Sure the workman is worth his wages, but giving is what it is all about, but when one puts a price on it, some can not buy. Lay up treasures in heaven, where in the end one can buy gold tried in the fire, and eye salve for the eyes. In a dream, i have seen the sky split and the light that came forth was so bright that my eyes physiclly hurt, and I woke up saying, I am blind, as my eyes really physically hurt. What is there about Yeshua/Jesus that any would desire Him? What is it about human kindness, that any would desire it? If we looked upon it as Yeshua/Jesus still coming in the flesh would that make a difference? Sadly, the answer would be probably not, because no one desires to show forth Hs true existance within. It may cost them something,instead of them getting a return on their investment. In the end, when God consumes us as a living sacrifice, will e spew us from His mouth, because we have become sour?
Tina Baxley